Fuck, fuck, fuck!
After downing some strange jelly-like dessert my mom made, I am now 50.7kg.
Welcome to my vicious cycle. These depressing things, often related to weight, lead me to binge which in turn makes me gain weight which leads me to blindly binge which cause more stretch marks, a painfully distended belly and a sense of deeply oppressive, almost suicidal sense of guilt.
You get the picture?
My trigger is often brought upon me by myself. I am my inner demon. ):
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aww girl we've all been there. My binge cycle is pretty much the same. Don't worry there is always a light at the end of the tunnel!
ReplyDeleteThanks, I hope I get out of this rut soon. I sometimes feel like I can't live with myself in THIS body any longer. /:
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