Pleasurable Pain

My stomach hurts. I just had a mini-binge. But even then I am somewhat still a little proud of myself. I had all the makings of a huge huge binge but somehow I just didn't feel like it. How awesome is that!?

I had a little bit of pasta, 2 nasty subway cookies, an apple with a tablespoon of peanut butter and half a small bowl of cereal. All in all I'm looking at less than a thousand calories?

I just weighed myself and at a mere 0.5 kg weight gain after binge. I'm quite satisfied though a little disgruntled. I hope my willpower bucks up. I'm looking at a 2 day fast followed by a break and another 2 day fast.

Anyway, here's my three things a day list. Everyday I give up three things new. (:

Things to give up:
- Cookies or biscuits of any kind
- Peanut butter
- Foods with adzuki bean in them

EDIT//

I have embarked on a 4-day fast which started approximately 10 minutes ago. It shall end Sunday, 28th March 8.30pm. Originally I was supposed to meet a long-forgotten friend this Friday for a meal. I was going to take advantage of that and turn it into some kind of disgusting bingefest but now I think about it. Sacrifice is the key to getting what you want. This is also my Lent offering, a sort of penance for my being so bad lately.